"institutionalized" is a word for when you have become so used to something it's become a habit of life, and then all of a sudden it's been taken away, you begin to feel lost, insecure, uncetain, worried, and very nervous. this process can mentally destroy a person, it is known for being the basis for schizophrenia, and sociopathic* tendancies. this process is not slow, it can take a few days for a person to snap, this process is called the "FEAR".
im worried i may go through the"FEAR" after i graduate,
i have been stuck in the same routine for all my life (19years)
and all of a sudden, when i graduate and move away,
im gonna have to ada